I Did It

Well...it happened...

280...

250lbs lost in 2 years, 6 months and 22 days, with no surgeries, no drugs, just hard work...Now what?

Comparing waist sizes, I actually have one of the smaller waists at work...I can wear most of my coworkers clothes...I can shop at any store...I can fit into cars or seats I couldnt 2 and a half years ago...but I am not thin...

I lost more weight than I could tone the skin, and as a result, I look horrible...I am a sort of thin man with unholy gobs and rolls of skin that make me look like a glider squirell...but consulting a cosmetic surgeon, I cant even start to afford it...

So now what?

Hmmm

Havent updated this in a long time...forgot about it...

weighed in this morning at 285

Really? Only 5 pounds from my ultimate goal? 245lbs lost?

Back at it

Got so frustrated I couldnt break the 300 barrier, I flat out gave up...Havent lifted weights, no sauna, and fast food has been the majority of what I have consumed, unless it was candy. For two solid weeks.

Its time to start back. So I knew I had to do a weigh in...I was dreading it...Knew I had screwed up, and was thinking...320? 325? Oh please, not more than 330?....

Stepped on the scale...and...304....      Huh?

Huh?

ARE YOU F***KING KIDDING ME?!

Apparantly God has a default mode for me. Exercise like a maniac, eat right, can't get below 302.  Eat like a pig, dont do anything, 304lbs.     

Well, as of Monday I am back on it...havent done it in so long, maybe now my body will be reset and I'll easily crush the 300lb barrier!!! Or no matter what I do, I'll be around 305lbs. o.O

TWO FRIDAYS AGO: 306
THIS FRIDAY: 304
+/- -2lbs

About To Give Up

Didnt break it again. In fact, in a turn that makes no sense, I gained weight.

 I am disgusted....

Thursday morning I weighed in at 302 and was so excited I might be 299 today...

Now YESTERDAY I was 302...this morning? 306?  WTF?!  I had a biscuit for breakfast like always, a homemade baked chicken sandwhich plain for lunch, and 3 small plan grilled porkchops for dinner...and I gain 4 pounds?!?!?!?

LAST FRIDAY: 305
THIS FRIDAY: 306
+/- +1lbs

Stuck In A Rut

Between recovering from the multitude of little injuries over the last month, and being exhausted from work, I havent dont jack sh*t.  

Havent watched what I ate, havent worked out a single day...but I maintained at least.

New goal...March 2nd, next Friday...the elusive 299!

LAST FRIDAY: 305
THIS FRIDAY: 305
+/-    0lbs

Dammit

Well I didnt make it. I said at the start of Feb I wanted a lb a day and I didnt quiet get there.

I wanted to go from 317 to 299 from the 1st to the 17th.  Todays weigh in, I am 305. DAMMIT!

LAST FRIDAY: 309
THIS FRIDAY: 305
+/- -4lbs

Please Make it Stop...

Last Wednesday through Friday I was so sore I couldnt walk from squats. Saturday I developed a golf ball sized boil on my bottome and spent most of the weekend in the tub...where sunday, i either broke a rib, or had an extreme muscle tear. Hurt so bad I was convinced it was a collapsed lung and went to the doc for that, but once she said it wasnt a collapsed lung, I got out of there.   No insurance + fear of hospitals = still hurts like a motherf***er!!!

It ever so slightly slacked off every day...until yesterday I went to bed thinking I would be over it...nope, woke up this morning smothering, and its hurts just as bad as it did at the start of the week.

Gah, FML.   So I havent worked out or did anything but somehow I still managed 3 pounds.

LAST FRIDAY: 312
THIS FRIDAY: 309
+/- -3lbs