Back at it

Got so frustrated I couldnt break the 300 barrier, I flat out gave up...Havent lifted weights, no sauna, and fast food has been the majority of what I have consumed, unless it was candy. For two solid weeks.

Its time to start back. So I knew I had to do a weigh in...I was dreading it...Knew I had screwed up, and was thinking...320? 325? Oh please, not more than 330?....

Stepped on the scale...and...304....      Huh?

Huh?

ARE YOU F***KING KIDDING ME?!

Apparantly God has a default mode for me. Exercise like a maniac, eat right, can't get below 302.  Eat like a pig, dont do anything, 304lbs.     

Well, as of Monday I am back on it...havent done it in so long, maybe now my body will be reset and I'll easily crush the 300lb barrier!!! Or no matter what I do, I'll be around 305lbs. o.O

TWO FRIDAYS AGO: 306
THIS FRIDAY: 304
+/- -2lbs

About To Give Up

Didnt break it again. In fact, in a turn that makes no sense, I gained weight.

 I am disgusted....

Thursday morning I weighed in at 302 and was so excited I might be 299 today...

Now YESTERDAY I was 302...this morning? 306?  WTF?!  I had a biscuit for breakfast like always, a homemade baked chicken sandwhich plain for lunch, and 3 small plan grilled porkchops for dinner...and I gain 4 pounds?!?!?!?

LAST FRIDAY: 305
THIS FRIDAY: 306
+/- +1lbs